Walking under the moonlight last night, I wanted to be able to forgive, but couldn't. Today, I can forgive but don't want to. But it's nice to know that I can, if a bit unnerving.
Though it does fit with my contrary streak - as soon as I decide I can't-ever-won't-ever-nope-forget-it-not-f
But I didn't want to be urged towards forgiveness this time - self-preservation, etc, etc. Though maybe this is a different kind of self-preservation. Being cold and angry doesn't sit well with me for extended periods of time.
[wry grin] Or maybe I'm just saying that to provoke the contrary streak again.
